[s]up.

2010-01-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

Got myself a new blog,

Do you expect to access it?

2009-05-24T16:18:00.001+08:00

Seen in a old tagboard:

RUTH:

HELLO SUB !
HOPE SAME CLASS AS YOU EH !
but you smarter den me ) :
LOVEYOU ! <3

19 November 2006

2009-05-24T16:08:00.002+08:00

Now that jubilate's over, I feel a sense of relief?
And a mixture of sadness, happiness and worry.
I will DEFINITELY miss all of the sec 4s and our really lovely juniors. (:
and all the sweet notes and flowers given by everyone.
Since choir takes up such a big part of our life,
we have probably spent countless of hours sweating and toiling through every single competition and hurdle and I don't regret a second of it.
I guess my biggest regret is not going for the Bratislava Trip?
it did certainly bring everyone together.
but no time for anything now, OLVELS COMING SOON.
and im really worried that im not taking it seriously yet.

2009-05-16T19:09:00.002+08:00

Haha.

2009-05-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

WHOA YOU GUYS MUST BE DAMN HAPPY THAT IM POSTING SO MUCH.
but spastic things keep happening to me nowadays leh!!!
must be the stupid spastic curse that kialin gave me ):

okay so i went to see the doctor!!
and he told me that the swelling was humungously huge because of an old injury...
and i did sprain my ankle last year...
(for another spastic reason, i fell down the mrt staircase lah!!!)
so now my leg is wrapped like how caroline's leg was last time!!
hahaha never wrap before, and it feels cool! (as in coldness, not that IM COOL thing)
haiz... so not going school tmr! (of course) :)
and hope can get insurance, hahaha cheapo here.

byye!

2009-05-07T18:12:00.003+08:00

HAIZ THIS WEEK JUST GETS WORSE...

Knowing full well my limits, I did not follow the easy way out (shotput hahaha) and tried to act smart and choose high jump, just because i wanted to try it.
then when ppl advised me to run from the right side i chose to run the left
(STUPID!)
and somehow when i ran towards high jump my mind said jump but my leg went twist.
that's how my retard story ends.

Anyway, I wanna thank :
Huiting
Rachel
Sharlyn
Caroline
Chaiyi
Tenna
Regina
Michelle
Grace
Lynette
Yixin
Lehlin (hahaha her reaction was funniest cos when she approached the crowd of ppl and saw me in the middle, she was like "why oh why must it be you?!?!?!" reminds me of car crashes in those dramas when ppl say the same thing)
Yingtong
Hazel
Chowlyn
Ruth
Kialin
Wenjing

I cant remember the rest who helped me because when i was walking to the staircase i felt very faint (hahaha regina is super fast paced and made me walk so much faster). whoa i came close to experiencing a faint for the first time cos my vision because very bright and my ear suddenly became blocked.

the forum is a very nice place to rest at. (:

poor chaiyi threw her doggie softtoy (狗仔!!!) into my dad's car at the last minute on impulse and now she misses it!! :D

subin feels like a loser. ):

2009-05-06T17:18:00.002+08:00

WHOA I DUNNO WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME TODAY! T_T
i realised that when im in a bad mood, i can get out of it fast, for example...
kialin: EH YOUR TURN TODAY TO EMO AH? -puts hand around my back-
me: WHAT! -jerks hand away from kialin-
kialin: -horrified plus pitiful stare-
me: -starts laughing uncontrollably and bad mood is gone :D-
HAIZ DAMN HARD TO GET ANGRY AT PEOPLE THIS WAY AS LONG AS THEY TALK TO ME THE ANGER IS GONE! :( so lousy. D:
but still, i also realised that if im left on my own for too long, i will just get bad mood like that. :/

Anyway, i dont know whether my brain is a vaccum or what, seriously spastic today lah.
starting when i was queueing for fried food, i searched my pockets for my coins and found out i only had $1 plus plus to buy food with! D: (normally i buy $6)
so i panicked and asked someone to lend me money.
then kialin asked the million dollar question: "Your wallet got no money meh?"
I looked down and realised i had my wallet in my hand.
SPASSSSSSSSSSSS.
then after that, we left our bowls on the table and went to buy drinks.
walking halfway there, i looked down and realised i was still holding my spoon.
SPASSSSSSSSSSSS.
then walking back, i saw that i left my wallet on the table for anyone to take!
WHAT THE... MY BRAIN IS SERIOUSLY DEFORMED.
and i failed my eng lit test! D:
but i got an A2 for overall english this term which is good. (:
BUT I USED MY LEFT HAND TO DO MY RIGHT HAND GRIP RULE FOR PHYSICS!
DUMB LAH CAN. ):
at least huiting and grace will have to treat me cos i failed my eng lit! :D
anddddd, i posted again whoohoo!

2009-05-01T12:57:00.002+08:00

okay fine... I guess it's time to post. (:
Anyway, yesterday was my birthday!!!
And I had fun, of course.
During recess, caroline brought along a cake and they celebrated my birthday in the PA room with aircon and all. hahaha.
What's more, when i approached the cake with ONE candle, i was wondering why the candle was crackling. and when i blew on it, the candle totally shot out sparks and i really fell backwards in shock lah please...
so obvious it was a relighting candle and i could still get fooled by it.
and im very touched by the presents i got this year!
dunno if it's because it's our last year together or what... But the stuff are all really nice this year... (: especially the letters... whoa i feel so touched by all of them can! and i really teared when i read caroline's one! ):
and chowlyn, your present isnt simple kay? it's the cutest and sweetest thing i've ever seen!
and kialin, haha i acknowledged that you took damn lot of effort to do my present and slept at 4am lah... (: and pricked all your fingers and mak yiinghuey. hahaha.
And somehow, i've been scaring myself for this past week, am i getting paranoid??
like during the eng lit test, i was slanting abit to the left, then out of the corner of my eye, i saw something black float past my back, then my heart literally skipped a beat can! I thought it was Ms Jacob's friend or sth, but it was Ms Jacob herself... :/
Haiz, and caroline's balloon is bobbing around in my room now... And yesterday night, my heart literally skipped another beat when I saw sth float past my eyes again but it ended up to be the balloon. T_T
Oh yeah, back to my birthday... I have to thank alot of ppl for wishing me a happy birthday and giving me presents! and choir for singing me a birthday song too... haha, their song is the most in tune because duh we're from choir. The one in the PA room... hmm... cant really say much lah... HAHAHA!
and this is like the most eventful birthday ever courtesy to some specific ppl... haha life wont be so entertaining if not for these weird ppl...
So sec one orientation was on my birthday too... At first i got quite pissed cos I wanted to go out and celebrate but the orientation turned out to be damn fun and hilarious. xD
but during the hurdles game i tore out my nail when i was trying to drag out the juniors... YEAH THE NAIL OF THE FINGER WHICH RUTH'S STUPID DOGGIE BIT! but it didnt hurt lah... and i wanted to continue the game but lehlin and sharlyn rushed me to the toilet to wash it. :O
oh yeah, thanks ruth for the birthday BASH. (it still hurts okay)
whoa so i was really drained at the end of the day but i must admit, i was in a super good mood on my birthday thanks to all my friends... (AWWWWW)
I should celebrate my birthday everyday. xD

2009-04-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

YO WHAT'S UP DUDES!

...

... Okay, bye!

(ahem, this is still considered a post lorrrr)

okay well, basically CHOIR BETTER GET GOLD AND WITH SKILL (NOT LUCK) WE'LL GET GOLD WITH HONOURS TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

my birthday's coming up!!

2009-03-04T17:56:00.004+08:00

Heheheheh i FINALLY am posting guys! Arent you glad, :D
Actually i didnt come online to post,
i finally came home early so i decided to play hotel626~!
it's a scary game of a hotel which opens from 6pm to 6am.
and it happens to be 5.57 now D:
heheh, so im posting!

OMG IM DAMN SCARED IT'S NEARING 6!!!!!!
Im playing it alone but i moved my lappy to the living room and my mum's behind me (:
let's hope my mum doesnt have any ideas and scare me... T_T
okay im going to play it now :D
if i dont come to school tmr...
I leave my belongings to... ):

Anyway i will update more lahhhh, haha.
xD
sorry caroline, wenjing and kialin! xP

Money spent on fried food day today: $4.80
highest record: $6

Random stufffff :D

2009-02-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hello world, :D
Caroline asked me to post so i will!

Anyway I don't really feel like posting, I have english lit proj to do and I didn't write down the chapters! D: how how how how how?

Looking forward to playing basketball with my group because I haven't moved in a while. :O

And on friday morning, kialin asked why I was so high and I went crazy and proclaimed, "Attitude is everything!" and laughed all the way down to assembly. Peishan's hair had something to do with my uncontrollable laughter. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAH.

Looking foward to motivation workshop! Missing classes to hang out with friends! NOW that's life. xD Im motivated thinking about motivation workshop, WOW they're good. :O

HEHEHEH, I told wenjing I'll juggle for her now that I'm a part-time court jester and I really did. Hilarious! XD

Caroline said we could take pictures together anytime and when I sidled up to her when my phone, she said "NoooooooO!" Hmph. Liar liar pants on fire.

In a way, I'm getting more and more zi-high which is ... good for me only cos my friends inch away when I go crazy ): hahaha Kialin has this "WHY OH WHY IS SHE MY FRIEND" look nowadays, LOL! And kialin, stop worshipping other people and start worshipping me!

hahaha me and chowlyn have fun times, fun times. :D

And I'm so gay with sharlyn! D: Siulin!!! (your new name, you like?) LOL, your lyrics... I haven't sang it yet! D: And our green tea haven't buy! One day I come earlier to school and we go buy (:

I'm addicted to my Nintendo DS. D:

2009-01-24T11:32:00.001+08:00

Happy chinese new year guys! :D

i'll be in malaysia this whole time and i'll be skipping school on weds!
xD

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-01-15T22:40:00.002+08:00

Lots of things happened this week and last week but i cant remember any of it, shit.
:/
other than that it was a very fun but really hectic week.
emath last week to start off the term, and 4 tests this week to welcome us into the new school year, whoohoo.
Joining loads of tuition to save whatever little knowledge i have left of my subjects.
I remember my triple threat lunch, :D thanks to vanessa (the nessa), cassandra, and caroline.
kialin and caroline came to my house on monday to read my PRIVATE diaries (yup plural, like abt 5 books!) and letters, painted suncatchers and ate dinner.
skipped school on wednesday which is so not my fault!
my dad didnt wake me up because i told him the day before ystd that i was damn tired from all these tests but he got really angry so i thought he didnt allow.
after that in the morning, he apparently asked if i wanted to go school but all i said was "mmmpfff!" and i have ABSOLUTELY NO recollection of doing this. Ended up waking up to bright sunshine and realizing my dad left me at home. O_o
choirs on tuesdays and thursdays which are quite tiring but can be real fun sometimes :D
though today i guess i was too tired to think properly and when crystal was dismissing the choir, she was talking abt how being ready is better than not being ready and i said "duh" really loudly BY ACCIDENT!!

today peishan was almost referred to me and kialin as best friends hahaha! she was talking abt something then said "you guys are my be- erm, friends" HMMMMM. we said she almost said her heartfelt words but she said she wanted to say good friends actually. HMMMMMMMMMM.

zhuangwen is getting seriously crazy, haha. the tests are getting into her head! She sang a song of "subanreterded" on loop, which drove me crazy instead. AND SHE ALWAYS BEATS ME! IT'S FRIEND ABUSE I TELL YOU. hmph. i gave you like 5 mint chocos compared to the rest which got one! and she is quite funny hahaha. but cant remember why. im always laughing that she is one cm shorter than me! HAH! :D

dinner after choir with hazel weiping brenda, at first we were supposed to stalk weiping but her friend didnt come in the end. :/ walking to the mrt station, was dragged into a group of indian people who wanted my fist to make an 'S'. then they said we had to take a photo and i started saying, "why must take photo" then they took my retarded face in mid-sentence.

Nobody by wondergirls is a really catchy song! and the dance is super nice too. :D

2009-01-05T16:33:00.001+08:00

I dont get it.

2009-01-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

saturday, my parents bought a mahjong table home (FINALLY!) and we celebated by, what else, playing mahjong. I won three dollars! Whoohoo!
But what was funny, was that my mum suddenly slammed her tiles down and shouted "WIN!" damn shuangly.
we were damn shocked because this never happens in any game, but upon closer inspection, my mum mistook 9 bamboo for 6 bamboo! WHAT!! false win.
okay so we laughed and forgave.
BUT!
next game my dad was apparently winning, and he was so self-confident that he let us know he needed bamboo to win.
So obviously we wont throw out our bamboo tiles for him to take right?
but when it came to my mum, she thought for damn long.
THEN SHE THREW OUT A BAMBOO TILE.
WTH! and that happened to be the tile my dad needed to win!
I went, "Are you crazy?! He already said he want bamboo you throw him bamboo! Your husband also cannot let him win what!!"
then i looked at her tiles, and saw this 9 circle tile that was useless.
So i said, "eh, this can throw out what!"
But she said, "no, i needed this 6 circle to make a set"
JUMPS OFF 90 (or is it 60?) STOREY BUILDING.

anyway, today is sunday and it is my dad's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! :D

celebrated at night with his favourite dish and my mum's newly learned dish, tempura that doesnt taste like tempura. Whoa he's 47 already!

Anyway, went shopping with kialin in the morning for new year clothes. Wore my tribal sandals which annoys the hell out of kialin for some reason. :D
decided to go to far east since there was a direct bus there from her house, kfc for lunch and laughed damn hard when we talked about our WWW outing.
walked around for almost 3 hours?! and spent all our money in the process D:
who knew shopping was such so tiring?
sat down at the fountain at the end of the day and tried to camwhore. (keyword is TRIED)
but failed.
our retarded shots werent retarded and our decent shots werent decent.
we tried a spastic themed shot and i came out looking like i just had a seizure.
and we came to the conclusion that camwhoring is a skill that needs to be cultivated through time and perfected with just a touch of lianness.
inside joke: RAHHHHBISH! :D
overall it was a fun day, :D
despite one band member MIA, and our agent in beijing, hahaha!

better start on geography, having a bad impression on my teachers aint on my 2009 wishlist.

2009-01-02T21:41:00.005+08:00

I had a post, but it couldnt publish and now it's gone.
somehow, it feels like a part of me is gone too.
despite my mood
i made a happy post,
an achievement really.
but life is just unfair
even my happy moments are gone now.

looking forward to sunday though, :)
am glad i still have good friends,
caroline especially.
thanks. :)
would you rather have good friends, or more friends?
i wonder.
but of course, family comes first.

it feels too hard to accomplish.
and im too tired to try anymore.
and i fear it might be too late.

2009-01-01T17:45:00.010+08:00

Alright, my previous post ended on an emo note so i shall say again,

well at first, i wanted to go for the sbm countdown but my mum didnt allow, :/
so i ended up going brenda's house to celebate the new year! :D
they started out playing monopoly so i basically watched since they already played half the game, :/
then brenda's friend ziheng came so we played cards instead,
appearently i was the laggiest in the group so when they started playing snapjack, i either didnt respond at all or was super slow in responding. thus, i was destined to get the ridiculous forfeit which was to shout out,

I, (INSERT NAME HERE), WISHES ALL KHATIB PEOPLE A HAPPY 2009! WELCOME MR LEE HSIEN LONG!
HAHAHA, DAMN FUNNY COS I EVEN HAVE THE VIDEO OF IT.
but at first the forfeit was to jump off the 8th floor but obviously it didnt work out. :D
haha but whoa, i didnt lose the game! ended up weiping and brenda lost cos i chiong le ah!
but in a group where brenda has sweaty palms you can almost see the water trickling down when we smacked our palms on the card pile. xP
after that weiping announced she was very hungry so we went down with our sparklers but somehow we forgot weiping wanted to eat and went up the top of the multi storey carpark to play with the sparklers instead, :O

took photos (:

stupid camera is blurry. :/

Me, Brenda, Weiping, Hazel, Ziheng

even though it looks like we caused alot of air pollution here, the sparklers only lasted 10seconds each and we finished the pack in less than 1 minute. :/

after that we still cleaned up our rubbish cos apparently hazel is a civilized gangster and civilized gangsters clean up after themselves. :)

ANYWAY, we had 11 minutes left till the yishun countdown so we left the place and started walking to the field where they were holding the yishun countdown concert.
but halfway there, we heard shouts of "3! 2! 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!"
hahaha, all of us stopped in our tracks and gave each other horrified stares
we thought we missed the coutdown!
but couldnt be cos weiping's phone still said 9 minutes left,
so we came to the conclusion that they somehow had a rehearsal for the countdown for some weird reason. :/
so we reached and had a real countdown afterall. :D
screamed really loud but the people around us didnt scream, rah.

still forgetting that weiping was hungry, we went back to brenda's house and we had a toast for the new year with barcardi and vodka. :D
weiping and hazel got really red though they didnt really drink much, :O
seriously red.
but hazel insisted she wasnt drunk so we left it at that. hmm.

there are more pictures but they all look drunk in the photos for some reason (even before we had the toast) and ziheng looks like he's on drugs, hahaha. he was sniffing the lighter. =.=

Argh cant believe it's school tmr, i havent done my homework. T_T caroline is gonna kill me! :O

2008-12-31T15:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

new year doesnt really mean anything to me, just another year perhaps?
feeling really blue, dont know why either. actually i do, just that i wouldnt write it here anyway.
but still, im excited to get back to school and meet the people i couldnt meet up with for thousands of years! (:

Just that, nothing really changes in my life, even though i've tried, i still cant be the person that i want myself to be. well, caroline did say that i should treat my blog as my personal diary, but if that happens, this blog wont be filled with happy posts anymore. Im not really the happy girl you see me to be.

2008-12-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

GOING CHINA IN TWO HOURS TIME! :D
byeeeeeeee!

2008-12-18T17:03:00.005+08:00

Okay I admit I watched too many Seconds From Disaster shows and now im damn scared my plane is gonna crash lah! How come by not pressing ONE button, the whole plane falls off from the sky, the pilots say their last words and the whole plane crashes into the sea and the worst thing is that everything has been smashed into such small bits you cant even find a full body part for identification! What the!!!

And talking to sharlyn did not help me either:

You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
i ask leh lin
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
why you wear
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
diamond earrings
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
as in real ones
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
then she say
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
cause my mum gave me that
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
if anything happens
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
can recognise me
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
O.M.G.
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
LA
Now im speechless. says:
WAHLAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
I GOT A SHOCK MAN
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
YA!
Now im speechless. says:
DAMN SCARY LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
WHAT SHYT?!?!?!?!?
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
RIGHT?!??!
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
YA
Now im speechless. says:
omg !!!!!
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
TELL ME THIS KIND OF THING
Now im speechless. says:
im super scared now lah!
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
SOMEMORE THE THINGY SO LONG
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
but your with your family
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
so ok
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
: D
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
at leaast you know youll be together
You Pointed your Blade at my Pride. says:
: D
Now im speechless. says:
OIIII
Now im speechless. says:
DONT SAY THESE KIND OF THINGS!!! t_t
Now im speechless. says:
omggggggg
Now im speechless. says:
how to sit in the plane now you tell me T_T

So er... thanks sharlyn? And worse still, im sitting on China airways! Not that it's a bad airline, but you know what they say abt things that are made in china. D:

2008-12-18T01:04:00.001+08:00

Or at least organise my thoughts a bit. :/

ARGH IM GOING CRAZY! maybe it's the fatigue.

2008-12-18T00:54:00.000+08:00

Okay i seriously need to shorten my blog posts.

2008-12-17T22:39:00.004+08:00

okay so i said i closed the blog cos i wasnt expecting to have time to blog at all, cos i just came back from camp and im going to china the next day. and with o levels next year im screwed lah. i know, super tiring but whatever. AND I HAVENT EVEN LOOKED AT MY HOMEWORK YET MUCH LESS FINISH IT, so this might be my last post! haha. x(

Anyway, the camp was F-U-N!!! Well, better than expected of course cos i was actually nervous abt the camp bcos i was going alone, but turns out my group was really friendly! haha quite happy abt that. and wenjing was my group leader so that helped. so we had our group leaders, yinhong, who's really friendly, wenjing who's... really fierce haha (dont kill me!!), raymond who thinks he's the cutest, ivan who acts gross but that's the funny part, zhengyu... dunno much abt him only that the way he says 'what the' is super hilarious. :D

and for some reason, this camp was much more fun than the other camps i've been to.

OH YEAH! I FORGOT TO SAY, CONGRATS CHOIR FOR GETTING GOLD IN VIENNA! YOU GUYS HAVE BROUGHT HONOUR TO ST NICKS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH. ANYWAY, DID ANYBODY EVEN BUY ME ANY SOUVENIRS?! okay lah, heard that the things there were expensive, so i wont mind if you didnt buy but you guys better tell me about it cos im dying to know what happened! Especially to van, lehlin, sharlyn, cas, and jerlyn, i've been so busy we couldnt meet up but when we do, TELL ME ABOUT IT!! argh, i feel damn sad i couldnt go with you guys... but i must say, i really felt touched when sharlyn and lehlin cried when i told them i couldnt go.. i know it's the second time i've said this but i wanna thank you guys again for being in my section and being my friends! sharlyn's super loud laughter and lehlin is just plain crazy. haha.

okay back abt the camp! alot of funny moments, like zee huey laughing like mad when we saw someone spit out a fountain of water as he was talking, and i heard that during the night game, someone was holding his water bombs and by accident titiny aka glenn stuck out his butt and the water bombs burst! HAHAHA. i wish i got to see that!

yinyu was the first person in my group i met. hahaha although she always looks innocent when actually it's the opposite. :P and she has her own catchphrases. No 1, I forgot. and No 2, I don't know. Like i asked her abt her previous camps she'll said i forgot, then i asked her how come she forgot, she said i dunno. rahh!! if you do come to my blog you better tag me and let me go see your blog. :D

one thing i learned in camp: I look wonderfully fierce when i dont smile.
courtesy of yan yan who told me that she didnt dare to talk to me at first until i asked for her name.
haha i knew that since... i think caroline was the first one to tell me that... was it?

so there was yinyu, ethel, yan yan, xinyi, xintong, melody,zee huey, two glenns, keith, and... i cant recall anymore cos my brain is officially dead but there was abt 20 plus in the group.

and that brings me to the point that i havent seen any of my friends in a damn long while alr. and i wont be seeing them until the start of the school year? caroline!! the band, haha kialin and peishan, and our agent, emily, chowlyn and ruth (our escape theme park plans failed rahh!), hazel, weiping, and classmates...

oh well my brain is drifting away from blogger cant blog anymore.

2008-10-27T21:36:00.002+08:00

well im back! from malaysia WOW...
but i guess, i do like going to malaysia, despite SOMEBODY who promised me pastamania dinner after eoys but is now in BEIJING eating beijing duck or whatever probably stuffing herself full to bursting while i went malaysia to eat at roadside stall!!! oh, and she rubbed it in saying she's going to europe after that... which is the choir trip lah, the one which i cant go... freaking thousand dollars more for me just cos im a malaysian! like i was born in singapore, but my parents are frm malaysia, so technically im malaysian so i didnt get the subsidy for the trip. but it's freaking unfair for me to pay extra, nevermind. i will console myself with the thought of souvenirs from choir people when they get back?? not bad a deal actually... esp cos it's free! and looking forward to sharlyn's souvenir, haha. cos i trust her taste! ;D but i guess i really have to thank those who tried to help me lah... esp hazel, who wanted to pay almost the full thousand dollars for me?! wow i really appreciated it but it was kinda hard to accept all that money... so sorry.

well back to the uh.. overseas trip to malaysia! hmm, i was really glad my cousin was staying at my grandma's house during the weekend too! i knew her since she was born, and she really is a real good friend and cousin! haha, though she IS the only cousin who doesnt drool and cry and sleep. so i went to my grandma's house, and we chose a room all for ourselves to sleep in! cos there are 4 bedrooms upstairs, so we took one of the empty ones and camped there throughout our stay! it was nice, she talked about her life and i told her about mine, cos it aint like she can blab about what i said to anyone, neither can i... and we had really funny conversations at night, and i found out things i didnt know before...
anyway so she was telling me abt her school's choir and how she hates it, and she told me abt their choir costume lah,
YS: so their blouse is BLACK and their skirts is until their legs and it's also BLACK. then for the boys, their shirt is also BLACK and pants are also BLACK. and you know, their tie is... (pauses)
Me: black?
YS: YELLOW!
(crazy laughter)
YS: and the girls tie their hair into either buns or two braids (eww) and you know their ribbon is... (pauses again)
Me: black?!
YS: NO, YELLOW!
(crazy laughter)
hahaha, i dont know abt you but black and yellow?! what combo is that? and i assure you, it aint the nice shade of yellow.
i hope she manages to come to singapore to study! apparently she's thinking abt coming here after sec 3, but i dunno how she's gonna learn everything by o levels, when we have learnt it for 4 years and still dont understand what we are doing.

anyway, i havent blogged in a while and alot of things have happened which i didnt write about... like sports carnival, reflection day... eoys too.
i really have to buck up on my studying but i always say but never do! but i cant explain why my emath 81/100 but my amath 36/90?! and my mum crumpled up my amath paper after she saw it and cried... i didnt know what to say. but somehow im thinking of crumpler bags right now. O_o
speaking of crying, i didnt cry during reflection day. i couldnt get why i didnt cry, i did have some sniff worthy things to cry about but i didnt even feel a teeny bit of sadness/remorse/anger/regret or whatever that day. it was like my heart was made of stone... even when i hugged the crying dudes i didnt feel anything. then i went to sit beside caroline thinking she would need some comforting like the others, but she looked quite normal... until sock yie said she was looking up at the ceiling at some point in time cos she was tearing. so i just sat beside her lah, but i left her after that. but i wished i saw her going to the toilet to cry after that! she really needed comforting actually but i didnt realise! argh. but she told me that sitting beside her gave her strength or else she would have cried on the spot... so thanks! haha i didnt know i was helpful although i did lean on you and rested on your shoulder. :D wa i really feel guilty i couldnt see all the times when she was angry at me, i never realised it! just went on with my life while she was pissed, and i still had the audacity to joke with her, still not realising she was angry! wow im pro. but caroline, thanks for being there for me too! like answering my calls when i was breaking down... even though i wasnt there when you called! :) <- wrong use of smiley here.

alright there are probably (surely) lots of things i missed out but i need to bathe! so if something is missing, dont be angry okay?! wenjing, i havent replied your tag yet but next time okay??

2008-10-12T21:13:00.001+08:00

1.The person who tagged you is? Kialin
2.Your relationship with him/her? good friends :D
3.Your 5 impressions of them. ehh, crazy, mad, eccentric, crazy and mad?!
4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you. been my friend. :)
5.The most memorable thing they had said to you? blah blah blah... LEH.
6.If they become your lover,you will? jump off a hamster cage
7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? her use of me as an talking accessory :(
8.If they become your enemy, you will? talk bad about her, haha, like how emo she looks sometimes... and how weird she is... and how much she sleeps during class just like pigs do...
9. (Repeat Question)(Repeat Question)
10.What is it you want to tell for them now? HOW DARE YOU PON SCHOOL!
11.Your overall impression of them is? A crazy, but luckily, funny person.
12.How do you think people around you will feel around you? crazy too... D:
13.The characters you love of yourself are? being happy most of the time, ability to feign ignorance, ability to eat like there's no tomorrow! (those are not characters o_o)
14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are? Can be really mean at times, always in my own world
15.The most ideal person you want to be is? well, rich. pretty, smart, confident, appealing?
16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them. thanks! -hugs-
1. Kialin 2. Caroline 3. Pei Shan 4. Chowlyn 5. Ruth 6. Wei Ping 7. Hazel 8. Leh lin 9. Sharlyn! :D 10. Cassandra?! (oh man you popped into my head suddenly so i wrote you down :O)
18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? (Wei Ping) hahaha Cheng Mei!
19. Is no. 9 a male or female? (sharyln) well female.
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (hazel and cas) hahaha i guess they can laugh their unique (and weird) laughter together?!
21. What is no. 2 studying about? (caroline) doing the sad pile of chinese tuition hw we have, D:
22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? (Pei Shan) Just today??
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? (Leh lin) She's not into a music band, just lots of diff stuff.
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? (Kialin) nope.
25. Will you woo no. 3? (Pei Shan) NO WAY!
26. How about 7? (hazel) HAHAHAHAHA. (sorry private joke)
27. Is no. 4 single? (chowlyn) heh heh... yup.
28. What is the surname of no. 5? (Ruth) (bung) ONG
29. What is a hobby of no. 10? (Cas) getting me to join cassandraism
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? (Ruth and cas) they dont know each other...
31. Where is no. 2 studying at? (caroline) st nicks!
32. Talk about something for no. 1. (kialin) you better thank me for this.
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? (Leh lin) Nope, for the fear of getting killed T_T
34. Where does no. 9 live? (sharlyn) sembawang!
35. What colour does no. 4 like? (chowlyn) i dont know... :( but she's artsy so i guess she loves all colours!
36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends? (Kialin and ruth) hmm nope.
37. Does no. 1 have any pets? (kialin) An ill-treated hamster (spca pls save him!)
38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Hazel) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! yeah.
39. What is no. 10 doing now? (cas) Probably planning her next victim to squash. :D

2008-08-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

Come to think of it, the hospital stay actually had their funny moments!

Like after the surgery, the nurses were wheeling me back and i just happen for groggily wake up for a moment to listen to this auntie's comments,
Auntie: Ehh, i thought this was handsome boy!
Me: what the fuuuuuuuuuuuc(falls back unconscious)

Ahahaha and when i woke up, i asked my mum and it happened that the nurses wheeling me back all thought i was a boy. ._.

i want my long hair backkkkkkk!!!

And this,
Nurse: Have you done a blood test before?
Me: Yeah (shows her the tiny prick on my middle finger, they needed one drop of my blood that time)
Nurse: Noooo, not this one, THIS ONE (holds up a long needle and proceed to suck my blood dry ): whoa, she took a whole vial of my blood! )
Me: NOOOO...

And moreover, my IV drip machine which i needed to drag around everywhere i go, moves like it's on a rocky terrain lah! it bounces and jerks and makes loud clanging metal sounds which annoyed the hell out of me and everyone else there. but somehow, when i described it to kialin, she laughed like no one's business lah! hmph, she should try to lug it around herself. See how she laughs when everytime you go to the toilet, everyone knows it me.

haiya i gotta go alr, 10pm already havent start geog graded yet.

2008-08-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

IM FINALLY GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TMR! WHOOHOO!
no more jumping around for me sigh. :(
although i feel so fine...
or else my stitches would tear and my guts would spill out all over the floor as gorily quoted from my mum...

ahahaha wth cooped up at home this whole time watching the olympics cos of scenario stated above,
actually not bad huh, the synchro diving damn nice to watch!
alot of fit guys wahhh and an 14 year old boy too! Oo
haha my mum was lamenting why my brother cant look like them.
erm.. female soccer was nice according to ruth, due to the (cmi) bungs in the china soccer team. :/
i practically watched the whole thing since i wasnt allowed to go out due to the surgery.
OH! i forgot to say that i was discharged last thurs actually with caroline, sorry for worrying you guys! :O

wah i hope my class still remembers there's a Gan Subin in their class... T>T
i hope mrs tan hasnt gone on to sec 4 maths alr, with what her teaching so damn fast even if you were in class the whole week you still didnt know what was happening! sigh..
OMG THERE'S ABOUT 10 PIECES OF HW PILING UP ON MY DESK...
-stabs self-

2008-08-06T18:08:00.002+08:00

so... today was quite eventful even though im stuck in the hospital.
Thanks RUTH. CHOWLYN. MICHELLE. LYNETTE. ZHU ER. JAYME. for coming over to visit!
ehh but they made me laugh which is unacceptable bcos it causes my stomach to have extreme pain! wahseh, if i sneeze, i think my stomach will explode i tell ya.
Also, thanks JERLYN. CASSANDRA. LER YEE. JING YI. for coming too!
haha i have no idea how they know where im at cos i didnt tell them?!
so i was quite shocked when the first batch came, even more shocked when the second batch came too?!
haha the second batch still took pictures with me, my most unglam moment everrr.

argh my IV drips are poking into my skin damn pain!
moreeover got backflow so it was scary to see my blood flowing into the tube.
it was flowing mightily fast. :(
i cant eat cant drink my only source of food is that bag of potassium chloride above. :(
apparently it's soluble.
and it becomes neutral when mixed with ??
i want to go back soon!

2008-08-05T16:55:00.003+08:00

whoo im at the hospital now, they have internet! :D
just had surgery this morn, no kidding.
i have sth called appendicitis.
so... byebye appendix.
wasnt that hard, i just took 10 breaths and drifted off to la-la-land.
better, i skipped chem and chinese test today!
best, caroline is in hospital with me! she's just opposite. (yeah i know i shouldnt be happy but it's nice to have someone with me!)
haha, speak of the devil, she's here. :D

i think i wont be back for the whole week.

2008-08-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

sigh i realise im missing alot of people and i'll soon have to miss more. ):
i wish that i've tried harder, but i didnt.

I WANT THEM BACK!

i remember the good times only.

2008-08-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

today's basketball was fun!
well except the dribbling game.
everyone had to dribble their ball around and those who didnt have a ball had to snatch it from unsuspecting pals.
so all was well until stupid mr phee went and snatched my ball the creep! :(
and thus i began my search for new balls.
buttttttttt wth no one was dribbling!
whenever i approached them they clutched their balls mightily to their chest and ran off screaming!!
my god i need hearing aids soon sharlyn is LOUDDDDDD.
and when i finally got yixin's ball she kept following me and pestering me to return the ball so i did.
and so it ended up that i had to do the forfeit!
which was kinda weird for me since most of the tasks we had to do involved opening our legs really wide and it was hard for me cos it was that freaking time of that month!
and michelle went: "open your legs bigger lah!"
and i went: "i cant! it's so uncomfortable! im having that thing!"
and apparently the whole class heard.
whoowhee.

and my stupid shorts doesnt have freaking netting cos my mum tried to iron it and IT MELTED.
i feel obscene without netting.
not that netting helps since you can still see everything anyway!
:D

today i was reminded of cherry underwear. :O
hahaha!
the fashion statement of the year.

2008-07-27T19:25:00.010+08:00

Scrolling through my camera, i find:

Cutest birthday cake ever

Happiest moment of her life

Sexiest legs (not mine obviously)

Most scandalous photo

Most holy looking photo

Er.. Dumbest couple? hahaha

Farewell pairing with cassandra! hahaha. im still shocked at how we came up with our theme. i was only joking when i said, 'how about dumb and dumber?'. and she, always the dumb one, went all enthusiastic about it and was like 'yeah! let's do it!' hahaha i still have that tag lying around somewhere...

anywho! forget about my previous two posts. was feeling like shit. i swear my mood swings are getting worse nowadays. D:

2008-07-27T19:13:00.001+08:00

feeling insecure.

never thought i'd feel that way

2008-07-26T10:31:00.003+08:00

okay, i realised that my brother sucks to the core. nope, no 2% of goodness at all. thanks for spamming my blog lah you stupid freak. he really is no brother of mine. not because he spammed me, but because he doesnt treat his family with fucking respect. go waste your life if you want to.

2008-07-23T17:40:00.002+08:00

Im at sock yie's house using her lappy! :D
haha i realise i like to crash people's house and disturb them when they are doing some important group work. like that time when my whole family left me for malaysia and i just went to lehlin's house to eat sushi! Mmm. ;P moreover at that time, her group was doing project work too! at least lynette lived near me and so her dad drove me back to the empty house. currently, caroline and sock yie are rushing their newspaper article presentation while im here trying to persuade them to come down coffee shop and eat with meeeeeeeeee, i wanna eat mee!

My meals for a normal day:
Breakfast, bread and milo.
9 oclock, whatever i've brought (garlic soup was yummy! thanks chowlyn! :D)
Recess, two blue bowls if im still hungry and record amount spent on fried food day: $5
Lunch, subway since ruth and chow are like addicted to the tuna footlong and i have to entertain their needs. :/
5pm timeslot, pre-dinner meal (Meeeeee! stupid caroline and sock yie, dun wanna come down eat, im hungryyyyyyyyyy)
9pm, actual dinner :D
Supper, if possible?

Whoo! Im so glad i have a fast metabolism or whatever, only 42 kg! not bad for someone who eats 6meals a day huh?

ANYWAY SOCK YIE IS MY CHILDOOD FRIEND AND I JUST REALISED IT TODAY?!
i used to live in blk 830 in my childhood days and i moved when i was in primary two. then i was asking sock yie where she lived, and she told me yishun st 81 BLK 830?! I LIVED DIRECTLY ABOVE HER AND WE ACTUALLY KNEW EACH OTHER BEFORE ST NICKS AND SHE WAS IN THE SAME PRIMARY SCHOOL AS ME IN PRIMARY 1!!! EVEN HER MUM STILL TALK TO MY MUM NOWADAYS! but i cant blame myself... sock yie really looks different when she was younger... she didnt wear specs and was tanned, making her look really cute! :D so i came here to relieve my childhood memories. anyway all i have to do is to walk 20 blocks since i now live at blk 850?! and when i got off from the scary enclosed windowless lift (why they never upgrade one?!), some dog started barking like mad and i went to stare at the dog until the owner came and STARED BACK. so obviously when sock yie and caroline heard the dog, they knew i came le and they closed the door! (haha more like banged it) so now im stuck here waiting for them to finish so i can finally go down and eat my mee!!! currently they only have 3 slides...

byebye 5pm meal, it's already 6 now.

2008-07-21T19:06:00.003+08:00

wow man, is my hair a curse or blessing?
it makes me look manly?!
when im the most niang person that i know?! except for maybe... ruth ong? who's eons niang-er than me. :(
wahseh, that means i have to throw away my favorite niang clothes and change my niang personality and maybe get a new lesbo partner (come chowlyn... omg! cc x.x)to adapt to my new hair. :/
HAHA, IM TTM-ING. :P (not abt the ruth part tho, she really is niang. o.O)

aiyah, if you wanna ask me why i cut my hair, i also dunno. I guess it was another one of my sudden impulses? like that time in hongkong, i suddenly want to cut hair for no good reason at all and just went into a random barber like that?!

and can you guys (girls) pls stop it, it's not like im enjoying your little antics okay. dont make be burst out and scream at you. `though i've never done that before!

haha caroline is bursting with excitement for her post which probably will never come?
which reminds me, i finally heard her do a high pitched scream though i wish i never heard it cos it sounds like a cross between a whistle and a crow?!

vanessa didnt recognise me issit? how come i wave to her she just stared back? :/ maybe it's another one of her mood flares. :(

and one more thing: i've confirmed that ros and xj are part time gangsters or sth cos they have the ability to tag subtle threats/orders that no one except me realises they are ACTUAL threats/orders. :O

is herd a lesbo? o.O

2008-07-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair, again! :O
after telling myself time and again to never cut hair.

2008-07-07T22:27:00.011+08:00

whoo im posting again, despite talks of deleting this stupid blog, due to a few reasons:

1) neh pok has finally made a blog after thousands of years (she's sec 3 already! god.) must... not.. be... lousier... than.. her.

2) things happen so fast how do you expect me to write everything down considering my slow one finger typing?! (okay lah it's not that bad)

3) AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, THREATS FROM TWO SCARY JUNIORS! X( (nah, they're actually quite friendly)

well, so i shall dedicate this post to them! bwahaha.

gangster no 1,

ros

not so happy that i finally decided to post now, are you? bwahahaha. Mmhmm. it's an unglam picture!

gangster no 2.

xinjing

well, this one's smarter. she doesnt have unglam pictures of her, so i'll just use this one then! cassandra's in the middle! haha. doing one of her signature poses.

well since im already posting, i might as well post abt the outing that took place during the june hols!

haha. i only posted this picture since i realised the other pics are kinda scandalous... thanks to val! luckily jean is humongous here and thus covers val, who's like opening her legs so widely lah! and thus makes the rest of the pictures (RA). : ( oh. this is also the only picture where maria isnt shaking vigorously so there you go!

opps, which reminds me... i havent paid lehlin yet for the bubble q (or so vanessa says) so those who havent, pay her now and dont cheat her money cos i bet she has forgotten abt it anyway. (everyone coorperate in not reminding her abt the bbq money okay! it's like 20 dollars leh!)

well what else... OH YEAH THE DAMN ALUMNI DINNER. firstly, i want to give a BIG THANKS to molly for letting us go through this ultimate humiliation and let us be even more tortured than the poor tortured souls we already are.

basically, during the alumni dinner, everyone was so occupied in eating that they just treated the choir like some sort of cheap entertainment and never clapped when we entered and after we sang! like wth. you know, basic courtesy isnt hard to learn. so, my reaction when leaving the stage was 'wtf' and im kinda screwed cos michelle told me they had this huge screen behind us which zoomed in on our agonised and pathetic faces, and possibly my wtf face.

damn i have so much more to post abt. i promise i'll post about my class next! and vanessa.. haha. i bet you'll want a post dedicated to you ONLY so i will find the time!

2008-06-16T21:01:00.001+08:00

I find that just a single phone call to your good friend is all you really need to make you smile. :)

2008-06-02T21:32:00.005+08:00

sigh. today i was supposed to watch accuracy of death and bunk (which till today, i still have never done before) but i didnt go in the end. D: i had this terrible pain in my right side of my stomach ystd night but i just ignored it and curled up to lessen the pain. but i woke up 2 hours later and it wasnt getting any better.
actually i was resolute about not going to the doctor cos i find it a waste of time but i just couldnt handle it and begged my dad to bring me to hospital. and they were suspecting appendicitis which was so conincidental since ruth just told me that same night about SOMEONE who propably had appendicitis too. and the next day i get it?! hmm.
but it's probably not appendicitis since i started feeling better while waiting A MILLION YEARS to see the doctor. which is quite good actually. so you just go to the hospital and wait till your sickness is actually gone before you finally see the doctor which by then you have nothing to tell her.
so now im stuck at home waiting to see if the pain gets worse and if it does, off to hospital again.

2008-06-02T00:16:00.003+08:00

Im like blogging again cos i cant seem to sleep today. :/ i dont know why only when something is going before we start to regret but it's too late to treasure them by then. D:
anw, i just remember this funny/weird conversation i had in choir on some unknown day. (i do rmb it was raining though! yeah, like that helps. :/)
so jeanette tapped me and so i turned around,
J: hey, do you have pets?
Me: (thinking why the sudden randomness) Erm.. yeah.
J: oh good, cassandra! she has pets!
Me: Yeah, i got fishes, why?
C: (ignoring what i said or maybe a little confused too) oh good, i need to go toilet and see if i need to change PAD.
oh god. i seriously need to check if i have hearing defects or maybe jeanette needs to pronounce better! (nah im kidding :D)

Anw, tmr im going to watch accuracy of death. it seems like a pretty good movie since peishan was ranting about it after she watched it but hey, she's still ranting about that instructor we had in camp (you know who i mean), i dont know if i should trust her. >:]

dunno why i've been having bouts of depression lately. just some doubts about my self confidence and self esteem. and the best part is i dont even know what's causing all this. (maybe i do, but i just dont want to admit it) oh well im signing out.

2008-06-01T16:17:00.004+08:00

Seriously i think our class is cursed with the baikah spell because i almost joined the list of CRIPPLES! (okay cripple is a really mean word but what do you call someone who has injured their legs?!) o.O i tripped over someone during frisbee and spained my foot though it wasnt serious. BUT i just had to hop down the stairs in my usual crazy klutzy manner which resulted in my other foot being sprained HARD. thanks lehlin and sharlyn for helping me hold my bags and i came onto choir feeling like a queen. but they turned out okay in the end. i still had the energy to go kbox and scream/shout/laugh and do anything but sing the next day. :D

anyway! jubilate is finally over but it was worth it and i still dont know whether caroline came or not since she's still making me guess and im cursing my tiny eyes for not being able to spot her and thus creating unneeded suspense for myself. D: and jiayi met someone after jubilate which made me go :O

and this concert thing has made me realise that our choir seniors and juniors are actually very sweet. :) like vanessa and jerlyn who spent hours doing their flowers and notes. me laughing our cassandra's violent brother, me laughing at my conversation with valerie, me laughing at amanda's nervous hiphop dance, averting my eyes from valerie and jiamei's scandalous acts ;D, getting lots of flowers from everybody too! :)
but sometimes i wish that i could just watch the performance too you know? instead of always being the performer. who knows, maybe someday im gonna pon one of our concerts and be the one cheering you guys on! :D OR i could do it the easier way and wait till im outta this school and watch it then. :/

wth! this is what not blogging for a very long time can do to you. you know that you got alot to say but you JUST CANT REMEMBER! and then you start to blank out. :/ -abrupt ending here-

2008-05-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

im like two days late for my own birthday post but who cares!

2008-05-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

So many things have happened this week and i dont wanna type it all because im lazy! D:

but our oh so memorable camp instuctors B & J's inspiring speech was what really made me write this post! ahh. quote J: "We can just be passing shadows in your life, but what's really important to remember is the experiences you've had in camp so you guys must write it down somewhere, anywhere!" B says, "uh, yeah. i was trying to say that but my english you know..." xD

PS, the truth is, caroline is a BIG bully (actually she's quite small sized :O) and i have to listen to her orders! D: never ever let her big innocent eyes fool you!

well, all i can say is, camp was F-U-N with alot of interesting experiences. Hmm...

haha for one, the flying insects were the main entertainment for the whole camp. they gatecrashed our toilets, joined us for our meals and excercised with us in the morning. Even the teachers couldnt stand those insects and were damn scared of them too! (but i wont say who. :D)

But i realised one thing, food tastes so much better at camp! I bet we would have just eaten anything thrown to us lah, everyone gobbled their food like there was no tomorrow. D: and we sleep faster too.Tthe first day we just plonked our sleeping bags on the floor and fell asleep just like that. And i thought we wouldnt be able to sleep during the first night so we could talk about ghost stories all night. :/

So the activities that we had, the Amusing (hah!) Race, Kidnapped! (poor jialing, she was totally exposed when we carried her but no one cared. xD), Morning Exercise (80 buddha claps T.T), Multi-level captains ball, Water Rafting! (liked it the best xD).

but i think our class damn suay, 4 people got injured during the camp?! i mean, how did we ever let that happen?! and it wasnt light scrapes either. all of them couldnt even WALK properly. it's cursed i tell you.

anyway, i feel that im already forgetting camp soon, what with my ~~GOOD~~ memory and all.

2008-04-21T21:26:00.001+08:00

D: my throat hurts like hell.

2008-04-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

BAHHHH IM SICK TODAY!
and camp is approaching too! why do i always get sick during camps lah wth.
recalling P5 camp: got sick on the FIRST day and had to go hospital for check up that cost me freaking 80 dollars. moreover it was a really weird check up cos i didnt even go in to see the doctor. they asked me to wait outside the waiting room and they gave me this small cup of medicine to drink and then they were like, "bye bye, it's 80 dollars please. " WTH?!

haha. at least today i had a bit of entertainment when i was going for my check up. so i was in the lift and being nice, i waited for some ladies to get into the lift. one of them was talking on the phone, so when the lift door closed, there was no reception and her call disconnected. then the woman on the phone said: "Aiyah, die already." haha. Then there was silence for a while. Then suddenly, her friend started exclaiming, "Why you say die?! aiyo?! Why you say?!!?!?!" HAHAH OMG I WANTED TO LAUGH SO BADLY BUT OF COURSE I COULDNT. what was worse was that my mum just gave me a blank stare because she obviously was thinking about something else. :/

sigh. i better get well by tmr! i wanna go camp!! i such a suay person. :/

2008-04-11T15:42:00.003+08:00

HAHA. i love the paper note airplanes that i make! :D

Attempt 1: i threw the plane, it somersalted and landed neatly on chowlyn's shoulder! :D
Attempt 2: chowlyn simply put the plane on my table. aww where's your inner child?!
Attempt 3: i threw my plane back. :D it skimmed chowlyn's head and landed neatly on her table. :)
Attempt 4: chowlyn threw (flung) it back and it pierced my boob. i could feel my silicon implant bursting as the tip poked through. :( aww now i have to go do another surgery again!

2008-04-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

I hate wednesdays.

2008-04-02T18:43:00.003+08:00

OH MAN. I SCRATCHED CAROLINE'S EYE TODAY! AND SHE KEPT IT CLOSED FOR ABOUT 15 MINUTES?! OMG I WAS DAMN SCARED LAH. HAHA. AND THE TWO PPL BEHIND STILL WERE LIKE, "CALL 995!" "HEY, I THINK THIS EYE PATCH WILL SUIT YOU!" OH MAN. WHERE'S THE SYMPATHY?! .______.

HAHA. AND MRS TAN CALLED ME MRS GOH TODAY BECAUSE I ONLY WEAR MY SPECS TO READ LIKE MRS GOH! B)

2008-03-31T21:44:00.001+08:00

TAKEN FROM KIALIN'S BLOG COS I LAZY WRITE. XD
"Anyway, we saw Mrs Tan’s twin sister at the Food stall! LIKE OMG THEY ARE LIKE FREAKING ALIKE. We were at first whispering then she was like, “Yeahh, I’m Mrs Tan’s sister. You know why we look so alike? Cos we are twins” Then we started screaming. I don’t know why. Then after that Mrs Tan walked past and we told her we saw her sister. Then she said that her sister was freaked out by us cos we started screaming. OOPS. Hahaha. "

O.o

2008-03-31T21:37:00.001+08:00

AWW SHIT I WASHED MY EARPHONES IN THE DAMN WASHING MACHINE.
ARGH. MAYBE THE SOUND QUALITY WILL BECOME CLEANER NOW.

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me and my shitty mistakes.

2008-03-31T21:26:00.001+08:00

Ahahaha. I don’t know what crazy being in me suddenly decided to start writing and so here I am! (though no one believed I would actually write again :/ ) haha. :D

THIS WEEKEND WAS FABULOUS.
Haha. I had so much fun during this week and I wish I could spend it all over again. :)
so after our fiesta preparations on friday we went out tgr to orchard road. So ruth (the so-called bung expert) brought us around on a bung sight-seeing tour but abit me and kialin (the blind unofficial followers of the so-called bung expert) couldn’t even see the bungs that ruth saw! Not until we went for pepper lunch then we saw them for the first time!

Kialin: eh, ruth just told me there are 3 bungs sitting across the table but…
Subin: orh okay I go see. (looks at the 3 bu4 nan2 bu4 nu3 people sitting there and starts laughing hysterically)
HAHAHA OMG THEY REALLY NO STANDARD BUT WHO AM I TO SAY SINCE I ALSO NOT MUCH OF A BUNG STANDARD. :/

HAHA. SO WHILE WE HAD OUR DINNER WE GOT MESSAGES FROM THE SCHOOL THAT THEY NEEDED PEOPLE TO RUN FOR THEM SINCE THEY WERE SHORT. AND SINCE WE ARE SUCH SUPPORTING PEOPLE (we just wanted to see how many people responded to the messages), WE WENT FOR THE RUN! HAHA. Actually we only looked at the joggers at first, then I was like “I bet none of us will join and walk 10 rounds.” Haha. Then everyone went, “ON LAH! We’ll see who’s the one that never walk the 10 rounds!” hmph. THE 10 DOLLARS WAS WORTH IT I GUESS! :) WE CHANGED FOR THE OCCASION AND STARTED WALKING 8 ROUNDS. HAHA. WHILE WE WALKED, THIS TEACHER KEPT ON ORDERING THE WALKERS TO MOVE TO THE SIDE TO MAKE WAY FOR THE JOGGERS. HMPH. HE CALLED US WALKERS. SO DEMEANING. >:( SO I WENT CRAZY ON MY 8TH ROUND AND STARTED JOGGING. HAHA. RUTH AND KIALIN STARTED JOGGING TOO AND WE FINISHED OUR 10 ROUNDS IN STYLE. :D

Haha. We went kialin’s house after that to just rest our tired bodies. So I went to pull out me and ruth’s bed for the night and GUESS WHAT. The bedsheet was covered in words of ‘OUR BIG DAY’. AND I realised we didn’t have a pillow so I asked kialin for one and she threw me a tiny bolster that had FRIENDSHIP FOREVER printed on it. HAHAHA. Ruth practically man(bung) handled me to the other side of the bed can!

FIESTA WAS ALRIGHT. I SAW HER THERE THAT DAY AND I CRIED. :/ ANYWHO I KNOW IM CRAZY FOR CRYING BUT IT WAS AN UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING! :/

HAHA. BUT THANKS WEIPING FOR CHEERING ME UP AFTER THAT! :) WE WENT TO CITY PLAZA FOR DINNER AFTER THE FIESTA AND WE HAD THE CRAZIEST BUS RIDE HOME. xD

HAHA. SO WE WERE JUST CHATTING WHEN SUDDENLY!
Bus driver: erm… im just going to stop the bus here for awhile ah.. 1 minute only.
Me: oh okay.
That’s when I realised the bus driver had stopped the bus at this dark rural area and that me and weiping were the only people in the bus?!
Weiping: hmm. I think he went to pee.
Me: huh? Pee? But there are no toilets around here!
(blank stare for awhile)
Me: oh, that’s gross.

xDDDDD
haha. And the bus driver was still apologising to us after he did his deed.
And I still replied with a friendly OKAY.
OMG he didn’t wash his HANDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

And I did something really embarrassing on the bus which made weiping shun me. :( but hopefully she doesn’t mention it to anyone cos it’s damn embarrassing!

SO TODAY I WENT TO WATCH SHUTTER! WELL, IT WAS SCARY BUT SAME AS THE THAILAND VERSION, SO NOTHING NEW THERE.

HAZEL! HOPED YOUR PERFORMANCE WENT WELL! :)

AND MY MUM BAKED CUPCAKES TODAY! :O SUCHA RARE MOMENT. AND THEY WERE DAMN NICE TOO! SHE SAID SHE’LL TRY CHOCO CHIP CUPCAKES TMR BUT YOU CAN NEVER BELIEVE HER. :)

SHIT. I HAVENT DONE MY CHINESE BOOK REVIEWS. >:(

2007-04-29T15:45:00.000+08:00

RED HOUSE! :D

and

GOLD with HONOURS !! :D

All in one week. : )
We really worked hard for our gold with honours! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL! : D

Anyway,
On wed, MR lin told us to draw lots to determine which grp goes first to present to 2Charity on Mon.
My grp havent touched our IPW proj AT ALL.
And i was representing my grp.
I told weiping that given my luck, we would surely get to be the first.
And guess what!
I opened my paper and it really was 1.
oops.
So we arranged an emergency sleepover at J.Po's house to CHOING lah!
From thurs to sat.
Ahaha.
I guess we didnt do much of the proj anyway.
: /
So yesterday, it was CELEBRATION time!
for hazel and me !
HAZEL's birthday is today!
MINE is tmr!
: )
JIAYI, WEIPING, HAZEL, JESSLYN AND ME.
We went bowling,
and it was tiring,
So we decided to goof off after our 1st round.
dancing, running, hopping and just entertaining ourselves.
and all the rest of the ppl bowling there.

after that we went for steamboat.
and guess what!
it caught fire.
we were just panicking cos the fire was getting bigger and our food started turning a nice charcoal colour.
and POOF.
a big ball of fire erupted from the thing just as hazel was leaning forwards to inspect it.
haha. then she jumped back and had this totally shocked face for a minute.
Close call.
yeah, then the fire was put out and blah blah blah.
after the commotion was over, jiayi and i went to collect the crabs.
then this guy took 3 live crabs and brutally chopped them in half.
jiayi obviously didnt want to hold the plate so i did.
BAD: i was holding on to almost dead crabs.
WORSE: the crabs were still twitching.
WORST: jiayi and i had to open up the crab and clean out the shell ourselves!
THAT WAS HORRIBLE.
I HAD TO PEEL OFF THIS POMELO LIKE THINGS FROM THE CRAB.
AND JIAYI HAD TO CLEAN THIS EGG YOLK LIKE SUBSTANCE THAT WAS STICKING TO THE MEAT.
blah blah blah,
and we went back home exhausted.
the end.

2007-04-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

Lehlin: Eh, you know my mother cooking sushi today leh!
Me: Yay. Im in.
:D
So that's how i ended up in lehlin's house with lynette (robot) and yupin (pigmate) after choir, haha. they said i just came for the sushi, which is A LITTLE TRUE. HEY, there isnt food back in my house. AND my family has abandoned me to go to malaysia! all the way till sunday?! how nice of them. i couldnt go because there's the concert on saturday which i absolutely have to go. so im all alone in this house right now. D:
aint it fun?

2007-04-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT IM BACCKKKK! :D
after months of stoning in silence, i just want to talk to myself all over again.
And it was all because of HIM. (not the i-love-you HIM. but the i-hate-you-so-much-you-made-me-want-to-blog-all-about-your-shitiness HIM)
That later.

THIS WAS HOW MY WEEK WENT!

We had 4+(3-1) rounds of non-stop (almost) jogging this week, fun! i ran like a snail.
during art, i drew red indian art instead of indian art and ms ros went: "is this supposed to be indian?" then i was like:"it could be. :D". BUT it didnt work. HEY, it's just a one-word difference for goodness sake. OR maybe i should listen in class next time?
Anyways, i stood up in class for the third time this week. And i think our ENGlit teacher got cranky or sth cause she said to the class "one more time of your attitude and out of class you go!" ohwell, at least the air is less stuffy outside the classroom. that's one bright side. :/

OKAY, so today i forgot to bring my money to school which also meant no bus card, so i had to pay by coins. And i just had to get into this bus, with a DAMN RETARDED bus driver, and once i got into the bus he covered the coin collecting machine before i could put in my 55cents and asked me to pay the adult fare?!
(meaning he was suspicious of me once i got into the bus?!)
...
Me: What? Isnt it 55cents?
Asshole: Where's your bus card?
Me: If i had one, i wouldnt be paying coins in the first place
Asshole: So you pay the adult fare. Cause you have no proof you're a student.
Me: Huh? Arent i a student? Im wearing school uniform leh!
Asshole: I can also wear school uniform and pay the student fare what.
Me: Huh? im not a student? i have a nametag you know.
Asshole: I can also make one.
Me: I have school books! you wanna see?
Asshole: *shrugs*
Me: I have form teacher! you want to call?!
Asshole: no answer.
Me: Dont i look like a student?!
Asshole: No.

WOW. If i looked the slightest bit like an adult i would be so happy, but the truth is i DONT. I think i look more SEC1 than SEC2?! SO HOW THE HELL DID I BECOME AN ADULT TRYING TO SAVE MONEY BY WEARING A SCHOOL UNIFORM JUST TO PAY THE STUDENT FARE?!
then this kind lady came towards me and gave me some coins cause she thought i didnt have enough money, but that wasnt the case.
Amanda was beside me and she advised me to just pay the 90cents. SO I DID. but then i started ~~crying~~ when i went up the to the second deck of the bus. NOT because i wasted 45cents, but because i didnt like letting ridiculous people have their way, and me not able to do anything abt it. it just made me angry, and i couldnt vent my anger. We did take down the bus driver's identification number. :D

So amanda and jiayi drew turtle pictures representing the bus driver for me to tear. which was kind of funny. i tore and left the pieces on the seat. HA, happy cleaning up you stupid bus driver! okay... so it was inconsiderate of me.. BUT I WAS ANGRY LAH. then hazel and jiayi tried to joke to make me laugh. :]
after that, we went to look at the class tshirt which was ALL the way in Paya Lebar. it took me 2 buses to get home, and both buses let me pay 55cents. SO THERE.

2006-12-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

IM BACK !
: D

im missing the cold weather in hongkong.
feeling so hot.
: (

Anyway !
We went shopping the first 3 days.
and we got lost most of the time.
walked till our feet ached.
And for some reason,
we felt hungry almost every hour.

And just on the 1st day,
I had another impromptu moment.
the ones that i always regret.
:/

i was just walking past the hairdressers lah.
then i suddenly had the idea that cutting my hair would be nice.
so i dragged my family into the shop.
then they waited abt 2hrs while i had my hair cut.
yeah. i just said i wanted a suitable hair style.
walking into the unknown.
hai.
and he cut my hair short.
as if short hair suited me !
yeah.
then we continued shopping with my new hair style !
:)
it isnt a much of a big change.
just shorter.

Then the next two days,
we went to DISNEYLAND!
who goes to hk without going to disneyland?
and to confirm it,
my mother saw ppl who were in the same plane as us in disneyland.
and the hotel there was NICE.
we finished exploring disneyland in a day.
it wasnt that big.
and we went on our fave rides on the 2nd day there.
and almost everything in the souvenir shop was cute...
at night they have sort of a fireworks show.

but there were so many ppl
and i am so short.
couldnt see the images they put up
had to tiptoe.
sad right.
but of course,
i could see the fireworks clearly
and it was pretty.
:D

well, im running out of time.
DANGEROUS MUMS ROAMING AROUND.
gotta go.
BYE !

2006-12-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

AHAHAH !
this place is as stale as the bread at home.
:/
im finally updating lah.....
wonder what everyone is doing right now.
cause im damn bored at home TRYING to do homework.
CANT DO PEOPLE !
what is seriously wrong with the freakin teachers !
ESP. chinese. ARGH.
two sets ah. wahlao.
B4 for CHINESE thank you.
i thought i would fail,
since even my spelling has problems.
but sadly, no.
B4 for ART too.
i slacked there.
when i did my art carefully, i got low marks.
when i did it lousily, i got the same marks?!
what's the point of doing.
im not fated to be an artist, that's for sure.

tmr i get to see the PICTURES !
CANT WAIT.
if yingtong doesnt bring im going to totally kill her.

RUTH ah !
you sure you didnt hear anything?
dont fake fake hor.
haha.
i knw you said only hear alot of noise.
better not keep my handphone in my bag.

OH YAH.
im angry over the fact that library CIP only allows 6 hours.
UNFAIR.
HMPH.

2006-11-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

it was class outing yesterday !
:D

i woke up at 5.30AM (****)
And i thought no idiot would wake up at this time except me.
So i was expecting to be able to sit.
HOWEVER, one guy had 5 seats all to himself.
Sleeping.
HOW INCONSIDERATE.

Okay. Back to the point.
Why in the world would I wake up so early?
it's because you knw, taxi's peak period is 7am.
And hazel and i didnt wanna waste 2 dollars for this.
WE'RE BROKE OKAY.
so.
We travelled to bedok and boarded 196.
yeah. it was reaching 7.55am and we didnt wanna wake up so early and end up paying 2dollars.
we rushed out of the bus.

7.57am
...

7.58am
we waved to a taxi. it was occupied.

7.59am Our last hope. we waved to another taxi tht was coming our way.
AND it stopped. Ohmygoodness.
So we didnt have to pay tht dreaded 2 dollars.
haha.

our spirits were lifted.
a little.

And we were hungry from all the rushing.
SO we bought breakfast at mcdonalds
and instead of eating in the restaurant,
we went to the beach and sat at a table,
munching happily.
then hazel noticed BIG crows around us.
watching us eat.
o.O
I started to get uneasy.
We finished quickly and went to clear our table.
And we walked to the trash can to throw away our rubbish.
SUDDENLY, ALL THE CROWS FLEW DOWN TO OUR TABLE.
then i got angry.
and started cursing the birds.
cause my MILO was at the table they were contaminating it !

who knws where they've been.

and i didnt bring my water bottle so i had nothing else to drink.
BUT i couldnt bear to drink it after THEY've been near it.
so i threw it away.
*sigh.
after tht, hazel and i went to the beach to play.
WHAT ELSE.
we brought sponges and started playing with our sponges.
We tried not to get wet before the class came at 10.30am.
BUT, when i wasnt looking hazel took my sponge and threw it into the sea.
it wasnt very deep.
so i waded in to take it.
and being the clumsy person tht i am,
i slipped and fell.
RIGHT INTO THE SEA.
wow.
UNBELIEVABLE.
what was worse, someone had seen my every move.
but was polite enough not to laugh.
thank you.

Well, since i was wet,
and angry at myself for being such a klutz.
i just sat in the sea and sulked.
THEN, hazel and i started to have a sponge battle.
HAZEL was running and flinging the sponge wildly.
and for some reason. HER sponge tore.
haha.
to be fair, we tore the other sponge at exactly the same part.
so we ended up having oddly shaped sponges.

so after tht, the class came
and we played the games.
ALL IN THE SUNSHINE.

SO, if i wanted to hide the fact tht i was at the beach ( like brenda hid it from her mum),
it wouldnt work.
cause i look so much darker.
im even darker than my father !
*gasp
AND HE'S ALREADY VERY DARK !
well, i like being dark.
but not THIS dark.

yeah, when i went home i was dead tired.
waking up so early and playing so much and all.
SO i slept for 15 hrs.
so today, my brother tried waking me up.
much to my annoyance.
cause he thought i was dead.
HAHA. byes everyone :)

2006-10-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

you knw, what can i say.
there's nothing to say. really.

umm.
that im doing CIP every mon and friday?
or tht i have CCA every tues and thurs?
it's so repetitive.
and tiring.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.

yeah, just let it all out.

2006-10-18T20:11:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
MAPLE and SHEILA
chuan ping's friends.
i found out tt chuan loves to bully her seniors.
she's evil.

SHEILA (is she called sheila in the first place? nevermind then. i shall call her that)was walking home mah
and we were on the double decker bus
playing lar.
cos there was nobody upstairs
except for 1 guy.
but we didnt care.
we shouted and laughed

then suddenly chuan shrieked "SHEILA!!"
then we crowded to the left side of the bus
then we saw her playing with her handphone.
then... er, chuan banged the window and shouted frantically
hahh. and she waved and waved.
I dont know her
but i joined in.
in the end
we didnt get her attention

for a fleeting moment
she looked up from her handphone.
so we tried to get her to look up
AGAIN.

that one passenger with us on the upper deck
was staring
like we were crazy
HAHA.
what was worse
when the guy wanted to get off frm the bus
he stood up
but fell back into the chair cos the bus jerked
and we had to choose this moment to laugh.
oops.
while he was getting down
chuan put out her tongue at him
for no reason
suddenly he looked up
and saw
HAHAH!
chuan was so embarassed.

i guess nobody went upstairs
cos maybe they thought there were mental patients upstairs.
nobody came up at all
which was fun.
=)

wait..
havent talked abt MAPLE,
she's quite friendly.
i told her something abt chuan...
but i shall not say what.
BUT BUT BUT
chuan did say mine.
(wah, she posted abt it too lar! grr..)
so i said hers.
quite fair lar.

anyway,
today was reflection day!
i wish i could re-read what i wrote in the 1st letter
i wrote alot.
yeah.
and i teared a little.
started sniffing
cos what i wrote in the letter
was all my death-giving
um.. i mean,
negative things i've said abt ppl.
and also negative things ppl said abt me.
what i felt was REGRET,
for the things i've said to ppl.

TO ALL, sorry if i ever done or said something tt hurt you.
REALLY REALLY SORRY.
esp. to bianca.
i knw it happened a long time ago
but really,
i regretted.

yeah,
after tt.
he asked us to rip the letter we wrote
in other words,
to forget our mistakes and grudges
to just ask for forgiveness.

everyone started crying,
and hugging
and saying sorry.
even to those they hated in the past.
i was so shocked.

yup yup,
quite a day.
tt's it then.

2006-10-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

im finally posting!!
yeahs.
it's been long.
i've got lots to post.

but firstly,
let me do the quiz that HAZELTANZIHAN gave me.

#1 single, taken, crushing?
har. single.

#2 are you happy with your life?
ermms. quite?

#3 when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
no... how would i know whether it's the RIGHT one??

#4 have you ever had your heart broken?
no...not directly anyway.

#5 do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NO! okay, maybe? how would i know?!

#6 would you ever take someone back if he/she cheated you?
MAYBE? If tt person meant a lot to me.

#7 have you talked abt marriage with another before?
haha. yeah. those kind of childish talks when i was little. =]

#8 do you want children?
yup.

#9 how many?
1

#10 will you consider adoption?
no.

#11 if somebody likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
confess. what else?

#12 do you enjoy getting into relationship?
i dont know. i guess i will.

#13 be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did before?
no comments.

#14 do you believe in first love?
hmm. yeah...

#15 do you believe you can change someone?
yeah...if you try hard enough.

#16 are you romantic?
i guess so.

#17 if you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
anywhere?? of course someplace nice LAR. it depends.

#18 do you easily give in when fighting?
haha. NO.

#19 have you wished that you could have had someone but messed it up?
no

#20 do you have feelings for someone right now?
no.

#21 have you ever broken a heart?
oops. im sorry but yes.

#22 if one day your best friend fell in love with the guy/girl whom you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
depends on who that person likes.

#23 are you missing someone now?
no...

WHAT IN THE WORLD?
I SHALL NOT FORCE THIS ON ANYONE.
HAHAH!

2006-10-01T19:06:00.000+08:00

I love fridays.
esp when i stay back in school to chat.
hah.

me, hazel, tracy, yeeching, xinyuun
we stayed till 7pm.
we played games
then silence.
talked abt funny commercials
then silence.
we switched on to ghost stories~
hahahaha.

they seemed freaked out by my story.
judging frm their posts
=D
mostly cos my ghost was floating upside down.
xinyuun and yeeching thought it was funny at first.
cos hazel was demo-ing
tht upside down ghost.

-imagine hazel floating upside down
-imaging some scary bloody ghost floating upside down
makes quite a BIG difference.

so anw,
yesterday was gwen's bday.

Happy Belated Birthday Gwen

i can never forget your funny attitude.
x)

2006-09-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

im still awake.
listening to the song yingtong played today.
OMG.
The changing seasons.
i love it.
i love it!!

and i just cant sleep.
-__-

2006-09-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

depending on a tiny little pathetic excuse of an internet connection to write this post.
i dont feel like blogging about today's events anyway.
there's no mood nor reason to.
but hey, i do update my blog.

i need chocolate, and loads of it.
*hint hint*
(esp. to YAPYINGTONG,
who promised me one big fat lump of chocolatey goodness
and has yet to give it to me.)

2006-09-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Ruthie and Vivi!!

vivi's was yesterday!
ruthie was today!
=DD

<3

2006-09-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

hey! im finally posting. =DD

i did a lot of things last fri.
my scanner was spoilt, so some ppl's faces were cut off. oops. sorry.
<----- x)
went out with ty, gwen, tracy, hazel, kialin last fri. and took neos.
i dont know what the heck is wrong with the machines la.
the cams were so fast so everyone had some sort of retarded face.
cos we were caught unaware.
then we started running around frantically trying to get into position
screaming just for the fun of it

we very ai4 mei3.
kialin didnt like her face then she just rubbed her fingers on the screen.
we didnt know tt we chose a special effect for this neoprint.
so kialin erased her face.
then she panicked and continued erasing the rest of our faces.
so we only had our bodies left.
then the cam took again.
so we had our faces, plus the background being our bodies.
sounds weird, but it really happened. =S
it was so special, never before seen.
so we picked it out.
as a memory of being so retarded. -__-
jkjk.

after that, on the same day.
i had to try on a dress for my aunt's wedding.
it was so tight.
i couldnt breathe.
the dress reminded me of a nightmare i had when i dreamt tt sth was binding me so tightly i couldnt breathe. im reliving my nightmare man.
okay. maybe im not used to this kind of stuff.
but for the sake of my aunt, i wore it. x(
almost died.
but to think logically, if it wasnt tight
it would slide down.
and tt would be even worse.

then my parents and i went to far east flora to get some flowers for my aunt's wedding.
it was like, 12 degrees in there?
cos we wanted fresh flowers
and my mum just had to love all the flowers.
so we spent 1h inside there,
giving random comments whenever my mum asks ab the flowers...

mum: should i buy this or this um... or is this kind better?
dad: you buy i pay.
me: um. nice la.

i was so bored.
but seeing my mum so happy ar,
me and my father stone in the cold for her.
she finally stopped when the shop suddenly switched off the lights at ab 9.30pm.
when the shop is supposed to close at 9pm.
ha, i guessed they must have been fed up with us for taking so much time.
so they switched off the lights
saying in a nice way tt WE HAD TO GO.

oh ya.
btw, im gonna die frm the tests
my chinese... my english... my math...
argh, i wanna get back my tests.
but tt pan say she hasnt finished marking.
is she tt slow?
she also havent returned a lot of our compo.
like, what is wrong with you.
you spend the whole period trying to lecture ppl on their attitude and behavior.
and you are super biased.
some ppl make lots of noise
yet you dont do anything.
i really dont have anything to say.

okay. this is a long post.
i must have been influenced by wenjing! =)
but my posts can never be as long as hers.
=P

2006-09-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

On Hiatus

with all the tests that are coming and all,
I have to decided not to blog.
cause I spend too much time blogging.
I dont think anyone else will be blogging anyway.
yeah...
okay.
goodbye.

2006-09-04T04:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY! kialin. =)
you've turned thirteen!
like the THREE of your SHaRK ppl!
( relax la ruth. when your birthday comes, i'll change this to 3! we're all equal. cos without our R, we will not be SHaRK! which will make it shak >.<) right? =DD i had fun at your hotel room though i was super tired after that i must admit me and angeline were mean. swimming towards that island and leaving you behind... we all were so tanned after that. =( i turned a whole shade darker. and your parents are so nice! ha, treating us to a whole lot of stuff i feel bad. esp. since it was your birthday. we should be treating you!

Missing you already!

and all the others! =)

2006-09-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be short.
cause i gotta go.

ok. i went to northland! omg omg omg!
i had waited for that day for a very very long time.
it was so fun seeing all my friends from 6aa!
yeah. and seeing our teachers too.

too bad mr ng wasnt there.
or else we could have had a real reunion.
sigh,
wouldnt that be great?

i want a 6Aa class gathering!

come on.

let's organise.

i saw erica in northland
and i asked her what handbell got for SYF,
she wouldnt tell me!

went to visit my old handbell teacher
and she told me they got silver.
SILVER??

but i guess it wasnt their fault.
they changed conductors.
and she had a new style of teaching.
now they have to read from scores
unlike in the past.

wow. scores.i wonder how handbell scores look like.

PS. and alanna is damn crazy! asking about those kind of stuff.
primary 6 arent as innocent as they used to be.
sad.

2006-08-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

haii. my blog is so dead huh?
kristel and vivian(who didnt even spell dead correctly!),
i shall rmb you both...

okay. so i shall recall one of my school days.
i forgot which day it was.

i think it was Aug 23.

that day was so fun la.

i slept in class for like quite some time??
and i mean really slept.
we had permission to sleep, kays.
maybe cause that teacher saw us looking very listless
or maybe he noticed that i had to force my eyes open with my fingers

AND some other teacher called *
didnt let us sleep during the lesson
even though she had NOTHING to teach.
she asked us to do SOMETHING.
then she was just sitting there.
she wouldnt even let us stone. argh.
and she was so obviously stoning herself.

yay. post 1 done.

2006-08-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

read people's blog,
it was all about unhappy stuff that's happening in class.
saying that our class cant unite ect.

in primary school,
all our posts were happy.
now our old and happy life
has crumbled to pieces

why is this happening?
why cant we unite?
esp when mr wong asked us to do this activity.
a lot of people did question 5.
question 5 was : "Do you think your class is united?"
or something like that.

One of our fellow gracian wrote : 'fat hope'
why cant we be a little more united.
is it that hard?
we were more or less united in the first few months in school.

but since school is ending in a few more months.
i dont think anything can be done right now.
and please.
no pretending.
there's no use.

post 2 completed.

2006-08-20T10:29:00.000+08:00

okkayy. since bren says all she sees is of my announcment of my dead hamster.
i shall cover it with this post.

went out with hazel, kialin and ruth on friday!

we had to find some black polo tees and ties.
but there was NOTHING in J8.

we only found some ties that looked like they were cut out from curtains.
nice.

so we just basically tired ourselves out just running everywhere.
but it was funn!
with the over enthusiastic ruth and kialin!
and the retarded hazel!
haha. just kidding.

we even had to run just to go to coffeebean.
kialin and hazel bought a HUMONGOUS cookie and mocha.

hazel ate everything up.
poor kialin couldnt finish her mocha

and she 'forced' me to drink it up!
muahahaha.
that was delicious.
=))

went home and nothing happened.

haha. ruth, kialin and hazel
helped me buy a red tie on saturday in the end.
cause i couldnt go.
love them all!
<3

PS. i love bren too!

2006-08-08T18:34:00.000+08:00

RIP: my dearest hamster.

although you're only a hamster, you were the cutest hamster i ever had. =)

2006-08-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

quite bored today.
i did my my homework cause there was nothing better to do.
now im posting! =D
er.
nevermind.

haha. looked at everyone's blog just now!
well, not everyone.
saw that they all were doing this quiz.
i did the quiz too.
it's at the bottom.
i did the quiz on 20 may.

chuan ping's quiz:
(i was no. 7)

tell me something about 7.
*she looks quiet at the irst day of sch..speak v.softly..inaudible..but aft the 2nd wk,she emerged to be a v.funny person..hu tok quite loud!haha..

Would you date 7 ?
*no i wun!!!wadde..she's a girl!

uh... who else did the quiz?

brenda's quiz:
(i was no.4)

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
seeyi and subin, LOL. no me and seeyi better xP

lee's quiz:
(i was no.16)

how old is 16 now?
(Subin) 13+

haha, so fun. but my bro asking me go get off the computer.
argh. damn irritating. now i have use the laptop. it's so slow.
so... gotta go. :)
switching computers...

2006-08-04T16:11:00.001+08:00

slept in the school library for 1 hour.
was i that tired?
and stupid hazel didnt even wake me up
i said 10 mins.
erm.
i wouldnt have anything to do anyway.
was doing science= chemistry= boring
sorry mr sara and mr choo,
but truthfully speaking,
science is BORING.

2006-08-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

irks. so angry today.
but i shall not dwell on the past.
well, a few hours ago.
anyway, has my attitude changed so much?
i dont think so.
but that's just what i think.
to some people, their own thoughts are the most important.
that's what i hate about them.
what is your problem.
you want me to accept your mistakes
yet you cant accept mine
saw everyone's true colours just in one incident.
perfect.
just perfect.
it's damn frustrating when others hear one side of the story
but it's not always my side of the story
some people just wanna act guai1
i cant stand it when they twist the truth just to be like that
i know some people can work without others
they're so called "independant"
just stay away from me
i dont need you.

usually im always hyper. but today was a very special day.

2006-07-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

Our class photo. (can anyone see the tv up there? it's out of order!! argh...)

Is she really leaving? she will come back right? Right? after this class photo, some of us cried. even the ones that i didn't expect. ting ting cheered us up for a while. ( i won't tell how she did it but some of the 1grace ppl should know =P)

Now we have mr. wong as our new form teach. well... he's okay. not as good as mrs sushilla but still okay.

We had question and answer game or something like that.

My classmates all wrote it down on paper and mr wong read it: "Why do you wear (weird) sandals?" "What brand of cologne do you wear?" "Can you don't look so fierce?" Haha. =P so proud of my classmates.

wish she could stay longer, but it's not our choice and we respect that.

2006-05-30T10:34:00.000+08:00

Wow. I didnt know doing c.i.p. was so hard! >.< but it was for a good cause...

Hazel and I were out in the streets trying to get some ppl to donate money!
I thought it was going to be easy... but NO.
everybody ran away from us like we were a deadly virus...

Not everybody... some kind-hearted souls donated money to us! ^_^
benita got $10 from a stranger! 0.o
The most I got was $5. the rest gave me $2, $1, 50 or 10 cents...

The money was for the school pocket money fund...
Some children who dont have enough money to even buy some food in the canteen... etc.
It's kinda sad that we have money to buy food while some children dont.
I wont be able to survive... I get really hungry by 9.30am... and recess is at 10am! Die... -_-"

We had to collect money for 4 hrs! sigh... but quite a lot of ppl donated, which was good. =D
i came home tired but happy... dont know about the others... haha.

2006-05-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

I am so damn sad...
Some people just dont know how to appreciate things until they are gone, including me.

Mrs sushilla is going. i dont know what to say.
she kept denying it, then pan lao shi suddenly told us she was retiring in term 3.

Hey! it was supposed to be a fun day cuz it's the last day of school.
we went to the science centre and sorta had a 'amazing race' thingy.
haha, we were all rushing here and there trying to find out all the answers.
then we split up and searched for different things...
haha, not sure if we're supposed to do that but we did it anyway.

we ate mcdonalds when it was all over cuz it was the only restaurant in the science centre! ^_^
mrs sushilla sat with mr wong for a while... kinda weird.

sigh, when we came back to school, things started happening.
firstly, there was the chinese project to worry about.
then suddenly, mrs sushilla told us she was retiring. then she just left the classroom.

A few of us huddled together and cried our hearts out... it was so sad.
we thought it was just a rumour that she was going to leave.
i felt i didnt appreciate her enough.
only when she said she was retiring then i recalled all the nice things she had done for us.
she even wanted to buy us pizza to eat before she left! damn it...

I wonder how the new teacher will be like, i think she wont be as good as mrs sushilla... since the school has to find a new relief teacher in the middle of the year i guess.

2006-05-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

Haha, thought the photos were so nice! =DD

From the left: Hazel. Me. Brenda. =P

2006-05-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

I have such cute hamsters! They're kept in a big fish tank! Haha, one's male and one's female but they cant have babies because the female is so old and the male is so young! hmm... granmother and grandson...

The one eating the bread is male and 1 year old! The other one is female and 3 years old! =P
I love them so much! ^_^

2006-05-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey! RIPPPED from brenda's blog =D haha. brenda copied it from maureen, so i copied it from her!
Can you name 21 people you can think of right of the top of your head?Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people.RANDOM ORDER !
1) kia lin
2) hazel
3) brenda
4) chuan ping
5) leena
6) regina
7) pei shi
8) tenna
9) bianca
10) shao yan
11) janeal
12) cheryl ong
13) gladys
14) zhi yi
15) gloria
16) hiu min
17) parveen
18) jiayi
19) yue shin
20) zhong hong
21) zhong wei
The Questions:

How did you meet 10?
shao yan... cindy... i met her when i was in northland primary! =D

What would you do if you had never met 6?
regina, my best friend! i will never have had so much fun but i could save a lot of money if i never took neoprints with her! =P

What would you do if 19 and 15 dated?
yue shin and gloria?? that will be so wierd cause they're both girls... they dont even know each other!

Have you ever seen 13 cry?
gladys... yup. i've seen her cry once because of her story telling. =(

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
chuan ping and cheryl? nope... very wierd.

Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
hazel and kia lin? nope. hey! why are there so many questions about couples??

What is number 3's best quality?
brenda is cute and friendly! plus, she's also very talkative! =D

Describe 8:
tenna... very naughty! always play with handphone in class!

Do you like 12?
cheryl! definately! my choir buddy is so cute!! my hairless hamster! =D

Do you think 15 is attractive?
gloria? haha, quite.

tell me something about 17?
parveen... haha, she's a BIG harry potter fan!!

What's 7's favorite color?
peishi... oops, i dont really know. sorry pei!

What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you?
kia lin? hmm... kinda impossible. cause she has others in mind! =D

When was the last time you talked to number 19?
yue shin. sadly, only during the march hols. my fave cousin lives in malaysia, so i dont see her often... =(

What grade is 16 in?
hiu min... same as me!

What is 5's favorite music?
leena, she likes quite a lot! =DD

Would you ever date 11?
janeal? omg, never! i will never date my 'daughter'!

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 21?
zhong wei? ok, firstly, he's my cousin. secondly, he's only 3 years old! =X

Where does 18 live?
jiayi. same place as me. cause he's my brother! =D

What do you think about 20?
zhong hong... hmm... he's very fun! we fight a lot. =(

What is the best thing about 2?
hazel? everything about her is the best! especially all the OLDIES she sings everyday that makes me laugh!

What would you like to tell 9 right now?
bianca! you are super duper cool! =D

How did you meet 15?
gloria... i met her when i was in northland primary!

Are you going to know 1 forever?
kia lin? well... i cant live until forever. but we'll be best friends for life! =DD

2006-02-24T13:10:00.000+08:00

That's what happens when you try to steal my cookie. x_x

2005-05-15T14:29:00.000+08:00

H= how are you?
E= everything alright?
L= laughter's in the air
L= love to hear from you soon
O= obiviously i miss you